Tuesday, March 11, 2008

HEY, BITCH.

You are a cold-hearted, shallow, lying bitch. I don't know you, nor do I ever wish to know you. I hope you know you've ruined someone's life, torn someone's heart out. And I hope you feel fucking horrible for it.

I can only imagine how that someone is feeling right now, and from what I can imagine? I wouldn't wish that feeling upon even my worst enemy. My heart is breaking over what you've done, over the thought that someone could be so cruel. I have to commend you, though. You played him well. You did an amazing job at leading him on. I mean, I have no doubt that you had real feelings for him, believe me, you couldn't fake it that well. But the thought that you would just, fucking break through his ribs, and rip his heart out like that. THAT'S the part I can't comprehend. You couldn't have loved him that much, if you did that.

I know that if I ever did anything like that to my boyfriend, the only person I can completely trust with my life, I would never be able to live with myself. Do you fucking realize that you have not only ruined his emotional life, but that you may have put a fucking felony on him? Do you realize what the FUCK YOU'VE DONE?! How could you...oh my god, girl. I don't know you, I've never even spoken to you, and yet you've left a most bitter taste in my mouth. You've turned my stomach, made me sick. And I despise you. You've hurt MY heart, with the concept that the human race has become such a horrible, hurtful, decieving, kniving thing. You are a fucking dispicable human being.

I can honestly say, if it weren't for the love and trust I feel for my boyfriend, and that I can only trust that he feels for me, I would have given up on the concepts of truth and love a long time ago. I had a dream last night, and it was, oddly enough, played out with dolls. I don't know why, I dream really weird. But, in my dream, there was so much deception. I couldn't tell you specifics, because I can hardly remember, but I just remember waking up shaken by the dream. All I remember was things being stolen, and people crying. I guess in my subconcsious mind, I predicted something was going to happen today. Who knows. I just wish something would happen to instill the feeling of REAL love into everyone. I want everyone to have someone, for the pure reason that I want nothing like this to EVER happen to anyone.

And believe me, girl. If I ever come across you, if I ever meet you, [which, i REALLY hope I don't, by the way.] you will severely regret what you've done. Because I will drill it into you how horribly you've fucked up someone's life. And how terrible what you've done is. I hardly know the person you hurt, and maybe I just have too big of a heart, and shouldn't care at all! Maybe none of this is my business. But the moment I heard what you did, it became my fucking business. And I have never been so disgusted with someone in my life. Keep that feeling on your conscience forever, never let what you've done go. And most of all, rot in hell, you wretched whore.

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