I'm nothing special, I'm not model pretty, I don't have some crazy amazing body, I'm not really good at anything. I'm short, really self concious, and even more socially awkward. But to be completely honest, I'm pretty happy with my life, I'm not gonna lie. I have a boyfriend who accepts that I'm not a perfect 10, a family who supports me like crazy, and friends who can always make me smile, no matter what the situation.

I've recently stumbled upon a girl that I guess I've known for a while, and her life is showing me how grateful I am for the one I live. She happens to be dating one of my best friends, and it hurts me to see what she's doing to him, and her family. She has an ex boyfriend, named Zac. The thing is, Zac doesn't really understand that they're broken up, led on in part by the fact that she never really told him. He, in turn, wants to literally kill John, the current boyfriend. Zac has everyone in cotrol, he even controls her parents to the point where she can't go anywhere without his permission. Her parents have to watch her call him, and ask if it's okay. Everyone involved in the situation is getting hurt, all because of a gigantic misunderstanding.


Anyway.
I love my life, yeah, it has it's ups and downs, but for the most part, I've been dealt some pretty fucking good cards.

I mean, yeah, I get scared about things a lot, concerning my future, but that's normal. Big steps are scary, they're something big to deal with.

I'm bored of writing.