Jealousy's a bitch. Especially when it can't even be put into words. When I can't even describe why I'm jealous. I just know that for some reason, something about this is making me uncomfortable. And I don't like it. I don't like the concept of you going off. I don't ;laskjdf know why. Ugh. It makes my heart hurt, it makes my insides do that thing where it feels like everything is shifting to the side a little bit. And as I'm laying here in my bed, I can't help but have this awful feeling in my stomach. I can't help but hold on to this dizzying emotion that can't even be named. It can't even be classified. Blah, blah, blah. I just needed to get it out. And now I'm done.
Just don't judge me.
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